>>20645092Alright fine. I’ll relive young adult trauma and share my story
>be me, 18 yo virgin in 2007, in really good shape but an absolute shrek shaped head and face>went through high school playing sports and hanging with a lot of friends but never had a girlfriend that would go all the way, received approximately 300 BJs tho.>get first big boy job summer going into college at chemical warehouse trucking company, I was the warehouse grunt and they worked the shit out of me.>sweated all fucking day in 100 degree heat in a warehouse with zero AC, stacking pallets with chemical bags and drums>the sexual frustration is at an all time high with no GF, jacking off at least 4 times a day, including in the warehouse bathroom>the old head truckers literally made fun of me for taking 30 minute shits every day immediately after lunch>one day old man Tom walks over to me at 6am during loading and tells me Miss May in the front desk wants to fuck my young brains out>Miss May is an old southern bell weighing in at 350lbs at 55 years old and she does nothing but eat sweets all fucking day>he says she will be in the adjacent trailer office after clock out if I’m interested.>I think about it all day, I’m so fucking horny but am I actually going to go through with it?>6pm and everyone leaves, I walk out to my car and notice the trailer light on, I go in>she’s so big she doesn’t even kneel she just plops down on her ass and yanks my jeans off and starts going to work>the BJ was actually really enjoyable, it wasn’t until she got up and bent over the desk and yanked her shorts down did I catch the horrid smell >i fucked her in the trailer and she cleaned up the mess>the next week I went to work and didn’t talk to anybody even tho she ran and told every person that would listen that I liked her pussy>I quit the following week and never went back.I had major confidence issues with women for the next few years until I finally got laid in college.