>>9583503not this, but something similar, just because you aren't abstract operational doesn't mean you are of no use
our numbers aren't exactly thin anymore, but there will always be a place for willing and inquisitive brothers
the fact you are concerned about it shows you are well aware of things others aren't
and want to better yourself
you're already better than the 80% just being here questioning it
throw on some Alan Watts speeches, give em a nice long listen, if any of it resonates with you open the up the Urantia book.
Seeing pictures in your head doesn't compare to grasping the fundamentals.
And don't worry Alan is a hell of a listen.
I am half blind, so even the shit I "see" in my head isn't images, its abstract shapes and colors that I cannot describe but to me i use to measure and compare things.
It's more useful, especially as an intermediary to an NPC (since you used to be one) to be able to communicate these sorts of things to them.
Translators get more done in beerhalls and rooms than soldiers.
https://youtu.be/f_HkQ4-x4P4Take care brother, ignore memeflags, all kikes and canadians.
You are one of us.
