>>20872577Honestly I thought about wearing more fashionable and mindful attire. I've long been wanting to do this but feel very uncomfortable when people notice (ironically). I suck and absolutely HATE receiving compliments (some retarded devaluing mechanism). I think I don't have a bad eye for combining clothes either despite being highly uncreative. If people would ask why I suddenly dress more mindful I should just tell them up front that I've decided to care more.... I don't know why this feels so hard for me to speak that truth but I think it's an okay first step. In the end I'm always just afraid of being made fun of (probably a bit trauma from bullying), and well you know how a male working environment is. Everyone get's made fun of and picked on. I'm pretty sure you've experienced that too
