>>13814810>Perhaps it is in fact time to purify my mind, abstain, and gain gratification from better things than sexual sensations.I'm in the same boat as you anon. I'm just completely beyond blackpilled about women, and terrified of getting into a new relationship with one and being heartbroken again. I've been a porn addict my entire life and that has led to desensitization and a 30 year slippery slope from normal porn to extremely degenerate shit. I fap almost exclusively to shemales and femboys now but I have no real desire to do anything gay IRL. I don't personally identify with the kind of porn I watch but it nevertheless effects my subconscious mind in ways I'm sure I cannot measure. I know the desire for love and connection is strong, and women don't seem able to provide that at all, but fucking men is not an elegant solution to this problem. Fast, pray, and stop masturbaiting. Also do a worm parasite cleanse.
