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I'm fucking done.
I'm done with being a druggie. I can feel how clouded my mind is. I've been trying to change my lifestyle because of my views but I can't. No matter how degenerate particular behavior is, when my social circle does it I do it as well. I feel like my life has no purpose and I fill the void with socializing (parties, drugs, dumb talk). I'm done with white people who call each other nigga, try to imitate black people, call girls (sometimes girlfriends) "ma bitches" and listen to disgusting degenerate music.
But how am I supposed to do that? Those are the only friends I have.
How do I stop drinking? How do I stop fucking random sluts? How do I find a purpose in my life, instead of filling the void with temporary pleasure that quickly wears off?
