>>23003724>sometimes i worry about the desire to become a father>it seems to kick in suddenly for alot of people, at some point in their livesMaybe it's the right thing. Some sort of "click" that will turn the sissiest faggot into a man
Anyway, in my case it's just a delusion. To be honest with you I despise myself very much. I know that we aren't mean to copy the bad things we have seen in our lives, specially if they involve bad rising and child abuse, but I cannot get rid of them. It's like I'll behave like that, no matter what I do or what I improve on myself
And thus, the only way to prevent any more harm, is to isolate myself
