>>21334646True. I get stuck here a few days a month and get it out of my system. I'm in a bit of a depression. This doesn't help probably, but it's stimulation. If I do enough negative stimulation I'll eventually become radicalized and turn into one of them. But there's that 3% of posts that are actually by others like me. And that's what keeps me going. When I see that other guy posting who sees through the schizo bullshit and hate and posts sensible realistic things, I get a newfound sense of satisfaction and want to stay a while. It's like gambling and having a little win just when you were about to leave. I hate that. If I were the only smartypants normy lefty here it'd become unbearable quickly. But I get that occasional affirmative post in agreement and I think, 'hey, it's not all that bad. This dude from Finland is somehow not a fag.' And then I'm here another 3 hours.
I'm sorry for wrecking your clubhouse. But this was MY clubhouse long ago and it kind of changed around me gradually and now we're here in the future and the hate is very real and the idiocy is off the charts. More people like me left here years ago. I don't know where they went. But I feel the need to stand against that which I reject, and there's a whole lot of it here.
