>>1957340>now I just resent every minute that I'm required to be at workI started getting that in primary school. It's stuck with me since. Just the thought of being forced to be somewhere miserable with no compensation.
>I just don't derive any enjoyment or fulfillment from itThat's how it is for most people. Being a codemonkey or whatever it is you do is rarely something people love. Trying to find enjoyment in your career is pointless since there's not much you can do to make it your dream job. You'd need to derive enjoyment from something outside work, but you hate socialising and we've been over your hobbies already.
In the end this is all on you. There's only so much advice we can give you.
>>1957405>didn't reply to me once for this entire conversationNow I know how AA feels about being ignored.
>videoI've been listening to that lately as well. I haven't even seen New Game.
