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The idea that if I povertyMaxx I'll be able to work part-time again
No I have a gf who wants to buy a house so she can get out of her parents.
I love her. But I'm waiting for a unicorn house.
No fucking 458 dollar a month HoA fee.
She's still early 20s while I'm early 30s but I'm scared of wasting her fertile years only for things not to work out.
But she is also my only motivation to not go NEET and fully embrace NPNW.
Also between tinnitus and sleep deprivation I'm pretty sure my body and mind are too permanently damaged to enjoy NEETdom anymore.
Also I hate knowing that I had a crush on a girl in the past I loved more.
Amd I'm pretty sure my gf would leave me when she finds out I say fag and nigger in video games voice chat.
