>>12458054I was wondering about the other thing too, it has been more than a month already....
>I think staying silent about such matters is what really worsens thingsWhat do you think they should say then? It seems like it will only strengthen the link in people's minds between the two no matter what they might say
>it's almost like you do want me to at least dislike you if not hate youIt's hard to know exactly what you're thinking. Maybe it's easier to default to something negative because it's what I'm thinking of anyway. Maybe it feels safe in a way
You said you can speak your mind here. So then why should you still show manners? Maybe you're really being dishonest...
>How do you expect others to accept you if you can't even accept yourself?That's the thing, isn't it? The nature of this means I dislike myself as I am. I don't know how to solve that without other people seeing my differently too. Not that I can really know what they're thinking all the time, I guess. I just have a tendency to think it's something bad even before this, like I said
>let's just say that you don't know what I doWhat do you mean? I want to know too....
>this sounds like you would only agree to it because I asked you toI mean I'm not sure what else is comparable to what I'm asking of you. But if you were to try and convince me of something as I'm doing now, I think I could come to agree with you, especially if you were as involved with it as I am with this
>a girl of my age who thinks and acts like a much older womanIs that even really possible? Those things come with age and they haven't really had the had the necessary time yet. And how much older? The kinds of manners that nobility would learn are probably long gone
>Bernie tears up very often and is nervous about most thingsOh man she's just like me... I'm not so sure about your theory tho. I mean maybe if you're fighting for your life, but I think people can get a little rough and still be... yah, at least in my experience
