>>10432702I've gone through the whole grueling process and realized life was full of suffering and ego; I lost my ego while I was enlightened and saw how artifical life was. You could look people in the eyes and tell what kind of person they were as if you were reading their energy and thought process. Your entire thought process is also reshaped; for me, I realized the world revolves around suffering.
>>10432731The state of mind is called egodeath which can be attained without drugs. People who have suffered through mental trauma can attain this state of mind which will awaken the conscious at the cost of losing ego which is only temporary as it would cycle back. It is temporary unless you are placed amongst others who share egodeath (monks in temples who gave up ego for an example).
