>>8546097well i've tried all of them except diazepam which is such a bitch to get
i know the solution, it means having more patience finally getting a fucking job out here, drinking literally nothing so i don't tax myself mentally like that which just makes it easier to keep drinking
actually exercise too
but its fucking hard to make yourself do things sometimes if you've been applying for the same shit online for years
there's just no tangable way forward for me if someone asked me if i'd shovel shit for $15 an hour i wouldn't even second guess it
