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first time posting, just feel very happy
>be autist growing up, had no friends, didn't really like anyone, always felt more mature than my peers
>terrible grades, basically dropped out of 4th grade
>go back to primary school for 5th grade, make some cool writing
>be an annoying tryhard all throughout middle school
>realize that i cant make friends freshman year, try not to be so fucking weird
>started playing hockey two years prior
>started playing when i was 14, turns out im terrible, but i still work really hard on it.
>make two hockey friends
>one is a total narcissist, but loveable. think Micheal Scott.
>other is basically an NPC, but he's cool and nice to me. not very bright but wise
>discover people skills
>discover girls
>never really had much interest in girls, just didn't care too much for them.
>really depressed and sad bc im still bad at school
>sophmore year
>get a gf
>we have secks
>its fucking amazing
>have sex with her almost every day for two months
>we break up
>punch hole in wall
>really depressed, borderline obsessed with ex
>fuck a couple of other females
>somehow
>meet cute blonde girl who is a year older than me
>i guess i fell in love with her
>amazing boobs, really pretty
>have a fling, swallowed my nut on the first date
>impressed
>really like this girl
>she ditches me
>unditchces me
>ditches me again
>unditches me
>ditches me, once again
>really sad, beginning of senior year
>she texts me one saturday night in october, asks me to pick her up
>SURE YEAH OKAY DEFINITELY ABSOLUTELY
>fuck her brains out, shit was so fucking cash
>next morning she texts me
"Lets pretend last night was nothing but a really bad dream."
>Don't cry, sit in room silently screaming.
>also same day narcissist bro who doesn't work as hard as me makes varsity due to some dumb age thing
>worst sunday ive ever had
>super sad, keep my head down. dont talk to a whole lot of people, dont openly try to make friends, quiet on social media.
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