>>17961180>also value my alone time because i think there's a certain type of meditation of thought and beauty to be found when you're all alone, enjoying a moment to yourselfi dont want to make it all about myself, but i relate a lot to this, i find beauty in in simple things and sometimes i feel immense appreciation in seeing this beauty
it does sound fascinating, this post traumatic(sorry for the hard word) experience of yours, however, i think there's a connection between what you are saying and what people say to me all the time
>so i find that doing things exclusively for myself,and nobody else, helps me reclaim my powerthis is what i find hard to accept, sure it is beneficial, but .. it is not beautiful at all, those words were said to me by various figures, to live for myself, to embrace my ego.. etc it feels like im going to be a cheap copy, you sound like a good person embracing a hard concept.. dont you think this will lead you to a hard life...between you and yourself, dont you think it will thicken the line between you ..and yourself..
