When you feel like everything you do is doomed to fail, the peace of death is kinda the only thing you have to look forward to.
I tried and I failed. At everything but to do nothing.
I'm basically a tendies helper but I make my own tendies alone. Jesus christ that does sound bad. but naw its fine. Ive been through much much worse than how I live now. Im not bad off now. Just venting.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AlZNaru79Gw