>>13030363You thirsty man. I appreciate your willingness to disregard an entire color-guard of red flags simply to believe there is some tiny chance that a random woman on the internet will marry you. The instant offer of marriage shows me the pain and desperation you feel, and I can respect you for that.
I respect you, because despite your struggles, you remain half decent, hoping for the best. You still retain enough optimism to exist as a good person, rather than somebody consumed by nothing but hatred and spite that I see far to often on this website. That optimism, hold onto that, because without that life becomes difficult.
You shot your shot, I appreciate that. I am little more than a ghost, but practice makes perfect. Keep shooting those shots. If you're willing to settle for me, probably one of the worst human beings alive, then I'm sure you'll find somebody who can soothe that pain in your heart, even just for a short while, as long as you keep looking.
Stay thirsty, my friend.