all my pillows and all my covers were on the floor when I first woke up for the sip of water
this cannot be hygien... but what can I do
>>11574290have you taken the right dose
speed really isn't supposed to be taken above 10 to 20 mg without adverse effects
>soberI know I know I know
but I always succumb
I can't keep running from adulterants my whole life
I am utterly disfunctional in social and lawful circles when I'm sober
I can't let go of keeping a distance
I can't send one corporate email without it being checked by somebody before
I can't do anything
that's why I still haven't foumd a part time job I just can't move a muscle while I'm sober and it's killing me
I can't remember the last time I fell asleep with peace of mind before saturday 17th of october when I was high out of my mind
normal life isn't supposed to be this shit- and that's why drugs are here to toughen you up for it
>>11573342is that otter dead?
>>11574354we were just talking meth synth
nobody here does meth
