>>12733263Last time it was pretty much just giggling at my perceptions changing. I went out on the patio to sit down at one point and hard to describe but I was getting dizzy from being both larger and smaller than a hydrangea bush and loving the texture of the plant and acclimating the rhythms of my back yard on a somewhat breezy and warm Saturday afternoon. Also watched some Nic Cage movies with my wife and they were confusing as fuck and somewhat unsettling with all the try hard acting and corny sound effects.
Another time recently I came to appreciate the depths to which I love my wife. Joyful crying and absolute exhilaration.
Another time I came to terms with the fact I was a shitty brother to my sister growing up and criticized myself for it heavily for about an hour, got really bummed out but then like a splash of ice cold water I realized that life is long, that I’m fundamentally good, and that I can be better every day.
Tl;dr sometimes it’s just for laughs and other times you have deep experiences
