>>15975504im really upset at myself to be honest
my only want has been to escape this stupid small town i live in and go overseas to study in europe, and i failed my final exam in one of my classes miserably, so now my gpa is 2.7 (it needs to be 3 to apply) and now im gonna have to wait a year if i wanna apply for it. i just dont even know what to do anymore, i have zero motivation and i feel so trapped here. i only have a few irl friends and we never really hang out cause there's nothing to do here. idk. im complaining a lot but ultimately im the only one who can solve any of these problems. i hate my brain and i hate how little i apply myself. dont be like me and focus when you get into uni.
