>>8449329Sometimes when we lose people we try to replace them. You seem to be aware enough to look inward to calm your mind. It was smart of you to stop doing discord stuff and your enabling of connecting with real people instead of the internet.
Why are you so tormented really anon?
>>8449333Opinion discarded. Come to me when you've claimed any banner, title or favor with any combat society. If you were in the US I'd ring up your local chapter to meet you and record you getting your shit pushed in by some year 1 greenhorn. Literally love shitting on fuccbois like you with 0 experience outside of funsies with your bros with sticks. <6 second fights every time. Step, fake and wrap. Every. Time. Why? Because you'll flinch. Your body and mind aren't hardened to the motions of actual combat so you'll either freeze or you'll over block, extend or open yourself up. This is what separates experienced combatants from newbies.
I've blocked 100000000's of shots in over a decade and you've blocked and thrown less than 100. Stats alone are heavily favored to me.