>>10830172Yeah i agree with the other guy. I just got out of a break up, and i was really committed to the relationship. I improved as a person because i would jump out of bed to create a better life for us, and despite going from a mentally ill, drug addicted NEET living in his parents house to a well organized, employed, educated, fit young man with a decent future, i wasnt enough. Shes like a 3.5/10 in the looks department and her personality is 6/10. If growing up and working hard like i did to make a life for us isnt enough for a woman like her, theres nothing i can do for anyone better than her and im not willing to settle for less. I can astral project and have had several deeply religious experiences.
I want to believe that its just me that stops me from experiencing the romance and family that my heart craves because then it would be possible for me to change to get what i need, but i dont think thats the case. It really might be that my country is too corrupt for a romantic, monogamous life. Its probably the wrong thing to do, but my spirit believes that i should remain alone, perhaps into my late 30's. Im going to use astral projection to fill my emotional need for connecting with other souls in the astral realm. Ill use VR or prostitutes if i fall into requiring sex.
Ill never give up self improvement, but im not going to sacrifice my future potential for women anymore. They dont have the emotional and soulful will for romance to be real and sustainable.