>>8440931Not the first time I've seen someone on 4chan who was a bit different. Pic related.
In all honesty though, I probably wouldn't go get professional help if I was you, because you'll likely just get thought of as a potentially dangerous person and maybe even get locked away in a mental ward somewhere. Just try talking to your doctor about some of the less dark thoughts that you have, and he may be able to prescribe you an anti-psychotic medicine that might help you to feel less like you want to hurt someone.
Then that way you can still live a normal life and there's little danger to anyone.