>>15417199>i am lying all day everyday in my bed and never go outsideI know the feel. Had a week long phase where I slept for 15 hours a day, and only got up to go to school, where I just slept more. It sucks having zero energy. Do you simply have nothing to do that you enjoy? I think that might be a major ingredient of being in that state.
>this is probably really bad for my bodyMaybe? As long as you're eating okay and still moving around a bit around the house, it can't be that bad. You could forget how to walk at some point if you're not careful. Seen it happen.
>i just really was unable to enjoy anything back then and doing it seemed interesting.I get that. Life is just mundane most of the time for most people, and, when it gets too boring and you can't enjoy anything conventional, you do questionable stuff, doesn't matter at that point whether it's morally right or wrong, it seems like the only choice. You just want an experience and have anything keeping you interested, it's desperation for at least something to be happening and keep you going, even if it's taboo.
>someone even called the "victims" "survivors" once kekI think they're the victims of their shitty parents. And this world, in general. But their own will, too. I could've easily ended up as one of them myself, but I didn't.
>>15417264>its probably impossible to understand derealization when you havent experienced itIt hasn't led to me doing anything that far, but I've been at points where that was the case, yeah, I get it. The internet is shit.
>all of them were either indifferent to them or kind of used them to appear more edgy/gain more statusHuh. The latter also makes relative sense, but, wow, that's really bizarre. That's a lot of psychosis going around.
>i really love the purple ones, they are so sweet.Yeah, same. Green ones are sometimes just bitter for some reason which makes me drop the whole plate, plus are more likely to make my lips itch. No complaints i- Post too long.
