>>11260952exactly, theres nothing for me to gain
at best I become a meme, at worst I become a matter of ridicule and a victim of unconsensual pizza delivieries
in a not good not bad scenario I become whatever our poopy prince (Allah rest his soul in Jannah) is now
in most likely scenario nothing happens
>I should be worriedI have nothing to gain from worrying any more about that than about the fact I can't force myseof to write and send a stupid email
I'm stretching time to the extremes for no reason, I am finnaly starting to feel well- but it is way too late now to take action
I've entered the snapback, close to a month of sobriety and now I'm thirsty for weed, Oh how everything was so easy with it, it provided me with just enough positive emotion that I could do anything from cleaning the whole house to writting essays and books and emails, but that door has closed
