>>2515309>>2515316thx for the advice she is in college now so i cant talk to her directly , she just sounded so sad i just wanted to give her a hug ,im just so tired it feels like im burning up , im just wasting away my life , i tried to stop drinking but everytime its like life waits for me to get hope again before it rapes me , i dont even have the energy to shitpost away my problems , im just so tired , fighting the tears is becoming so hard every day