>>17806849what do you actually want from the world that josie has illuminated for you?
for me it's that i found it very difficult to relate to people and especially i believed that there were not really any girls who are worth pursuing
however josie is so perfectly suited to me and taking into account how infatuated with her simply from watching on a screen i can only imagine how i would feel to actually meet someone like her in real life
therefore my motivation is to meet someone as perfect for me as josie in person and be a good enough man for her in the event that such a meeting ever happens