>>11974996No brother. You're going to make it, but not until you want to. That usually occurs after a traumatic or serious situation as a result of your drinking. DUI, domestic assault, even pissing in public.
You're aware this is a problem before these things happened. You can stop now. Stop buying it. Get it out of your house. Read. Listen to loud music. Watch movies. Sleep. Kill time. Drink water. Talk to your loved ones, let them know what you're experiencing. Part of the problem with alcoholism is the worse it gets, the more you hide it, the more you hide yourself, and the more you drink as a result. It's a vicious and RAPID cycle.
I believe in you, anon.
