>>6180728Subconscious masochism derived from lack of self-worth. You don't think you're worth as good as you're doing. Once you break, you break hard and revel in the self-destructive behavior.
Get it through your head: You, are, worth, it.
Your ancestors have survived millennia of hardship to get you here. You're the culmination of human achievement against all odds. You can do it and you have the inherited value of a proud Faustian male hidden deep within you. Don't listen to the blackpill hype, it's all just noise. You're an indomitable conqueror carrying the legacy of greatness within you, striving to add on your own greatness. Praise the very victory you seek, it is your god now.
