>>6587497I can't be cute in the way I think that cuteness is. I can't have a regular bf that treats me like a regular girl without people bullshiting on me (because that's the way it is on my cunt, people here are assholes). It's impossible for me also have a kid from the natural way, with my genes. I can only have dirty sex from my butt and don't even have a proper hole to do that. Even if I had, I wouldn't feel any healthy pleasure, since it'll be just an open scar fighting to close itself that I need to dilatate everyday. I'll be just a faggot with long hair and boobs if I kept on hrt. Even now I can't get rid of the boobs to have a more regular aspect and less strange looks
Coming out of the grill thing, I know that alcohol is bad and I'm running out of my problems, but I simply don't have a way to deal with them. Doing something useful is a possibility, but I just don't feel pleasure like before anymore. It's like I'm already tired from living.
Any suggestion to what to do?
>calling me redditI'm not underage to bullshit on someone like that. Tbdesu, that spacing makes the text better to read.
