>>10217933I w-would suggest that perhaps you research this more: your consciousness doesn't end even in a vegetative state, so there is no "you" that dies and no "you" whom is a copy <4
In fact, that's one of the ways we can tell if someone won't wake up; if there is no longer sufficient brain activity.
What I am s-suggesting is that you are a collection of experiences, and as those experiences change and are added to, you of course w-will be different as well.
I don't see running away from those experiences as particularly helpful to the process; beta blockers or MDMA c-can help rewrite the emotional content of those memories, making them easier for you to accept, deal with, and overcome. I highly suggest you look into the research on this.
Taking into account that you are a bit high, here's a more easy to read research paper on this affect:
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3692719/I would highly recommend beta blockers for the symptoms you have thus far told me about <4 F-for now though, I must go; I have a meeting to attend.
