>>3819112I could do that. But I've actuallygotten myself into some other shit since then.
I don't know how I can talk to them and try to make amends and then have this shit happening that, if they found out, would make them think I'm irretrievable as a family member. I'm just hoping they'll one day contact me again online and say they can forgive me and at least talk to me again.
Even if that doesn't happen I accept that fact, I'm already where I've put myself in and that's where I can stay til this body gives itself back to the land that made it.
