>>641852I just poured my life into one thing, I tried to succeed at this one thing and did everything I could for years and threw all my money and effort into it and still I have nothing to show for it.
>>641911I really just can't anymore, you don't understand the amount of shit absolute shit I've been through in my life leading up to now where I realize it's impossible to reach where I wanted to go. I feel like I put all my chips on red and lost.