>>20425984>man momentKeeping all negative feelings inside yourself, not be able to cry. Kill yourself slowly 10 different ways at the same time. having "seizure like" movements when you sleep because of your nightmares during the night.
Drive your car having homicidal fantasies, being so into them you get lost. The fact that you don't kill anyone (including yourself) is a miracle that keeps occuring.
Meanwhile you seem kinda normal the whole time
