>>169791I keep thinking about weed, a way to get around my stipulations from getting in the mental hospital, a way to go to the rec store and buy a joint, thinking about how not to fuck up my med. app, how to steal 20 dollars from my mom tomorrow after she takes me from adult foster out to lunch, and i feel like that's ok: that that's an okay thing. not to mention the extremely hard psychological side effects and parapsychiatric exhibition induced by the "high". i have to say, marijuana should be free. this is too hard, too hard to get access to my money without a psychiatrists note for social security administration, just too difficult. maybe i should just forget about it.