>>19545387You know, you're kinda right. I never really supported you for what you stand for because if I'm being honest, wanting to "become her friend" and thinking god wants it to happen is just plain weird. But despite that I supported you in the sense that I wanted you to outgrow that cringe and focus that energy into something productive, to better yourself, maybe find your own tay or even use it to be an orbiter who helps her by being a mod or something. But now you've proven that the chance of you overcoming that ridiculous idea is very little. She doesn't want to be your friend man she probably just wants to be alone, this isn't healthy for you or for her. Stop with this AA stuff or thinking you have to go to europe to fix your life. No matter how far you go or how much you lie you can't run away from your real problems. you're 19 man, focus on your shit and stop being a schizo online retard.
