>>12839978You're probably not actually autistic. Normalfags just have important life experiences as a matter of course through their social circle and get carried through half their life by this until they reach middle age and have no idea what to do. If you are not highly social, it is more likely you'll get left behind at a much earlier age and have to consciously work towards things.
You have to stop making false comparisons of yourself to others and focus only on becoming better than you were before. You also have to accept that failures are inevitable, often through no fault of your own, and not use them as evidence that you will continue to fail or it will become a self fulfilling prophecy. A good starting point is a basic list of things you must do every day, things you will be able to do without fail, and gradually make it more complex.
It will take years to make real change, but the alternative is only decline.
