>>6429548That's being young and idealistic. Not yet internalizing the inherent violence to better tame it. Again, some people have this trait to them that makes this process more drawn out. But it invariably happens, the point when all the pain in the world stops affecting you.
In a way, it's a sad day, because all your hopes and dreams, which still live subconsciously within you, die. But it's also a refreshing day, because you finally get to see what the world really is like, without the rose-tainted glasses of youth. Passion turns into apathy, and things get dull, sometimes for the better.