>>13911140Have you considered chatting with the anon that makes those threads in which they insult everyone who replies to them? You could imagine it's a girl and live out your fantasies with her. Hopefully you'll get sick of it all when you're experiencing it for real and stop altogether.
Or, better yet, seek help. I don't think there are a lot of women who like submissive men, not even the dominatrixes do. And even if they did, how could they abuse the people they claimed to love?