>>8873123Thank you. You know when I was younger I was extremely attractive (the newspaper photo was before I hit my best stage), I would have straight guys walk up to me and tell me I looked like a movie star..girls would do the same... and I never once used it to get something or get laid... Imagine walking into a hotel while visiting your mom and a lady literally grabs your wrist and tries to pull you into her room to have sex, almost no words (obviously spiritual too), or the very very strange spiritual experience at 23 (all girls thought I was a player, not a virgin) The two girls at the front desk said in front of other guests including a 10 year old boy that they wanted to devirginize me... together. now how in the world could they possibly know that? He was cheering me on.. and I could only feel proud to turn them down and be a good example for him.
Anyway, I actually used my looks in a very interesting manner. I used them to get people to listen to me about faith. I used them by finding people who you could tell how body image issues, or were down on themself, and I would make them my new friend, encourage them. Make them feel cool. I would love the way they would light up, like... WOW you are talking to me?! And you think I am cool. It brought my heart joy. It is sad that we are that shallow, but when you look really good it means more to people. I took a few friends 80-100 pounds overweight, and I would train them, and change their lives (for free).
