>>18008284I know man. Before 20, life was slower, I could savour it. But now. Days are like hours to me. It's not like I hate being old or even fearing death It's just I don't feel ready. I always ask my parents what I am suppose to do, in many ways I feel like I haven't grown yet but my age says otherwise. Being an adult carrys so many responsibilities and expectations that I don't feel I can handle. it force me to feel older in a way. But anyway thank you anon. Will take your advice