>>18781553Probably an 8. I have a few friends, but they're just as socially awkward as me so don't like to do much. I've always been bad at getting along with people as I am nervous going into social situations, but by the 3rd time or so I start opening up a bit which I think makes people uncomfortable possibly by how fast it changed or maybe they wanted to talk to me because of how I cam across originally.
I've had a lot of negative social experiences all my life, and while I'm no turbo sperg, it's made it difficult for me to trust people. I can get by day to day, and certainly can seem normal enough, but once things people anything but professional interactions all bets are off as to how long the social relationship will last whether by them or occasionally by myself as I get in my head that they secretly hate me.
It's tough.
