>>13465469nah, thats too late. I felt no romantic connection starting from 19. At 11-16 I had constantly had a crush on someone, eventually being able to find a gf and having real emotions, though she didnt let me fuck her at the end and left me. At about 19 I basically stopped experiencing romantic feelings.
First, adult women do not compare to a cute 14yo virgin, you simply cant experience that with an adult gf, not in terms of looks, or behavior, and in terms of feelings and their sincerity it just wouldnt be wholesome. Adult women can be friends with benefits, you can even have kids as a mutual partnership, but love is out of the question, she simply doesnt experience that shit, and neither do you feel anything towards her.
Second, you yourself as an adult feel much less, if anything. You are concerned more about future perspectives in terms of career. Even if you lived in Germany where age of consent is 14, and you got yourself a 14 yo virgin gf, it would still be shallow on your part, you cant give her back the love she gives you, you will love her less than she loves you. It would still be great, but not perfect.