>>8565825Lmao I fucked my first 21 years with drugs and partying. Nearly flunked out of high school. Still got in college and studying to be a computer science engineer which guarantees me at least a 4k salary for a starter end job. Note that in Finland you have to take an entrance exam if you're not applying with just your graduation scores. I fucked that test up as well and my scores were average. Still got in. I seriously don't get depression and self loathing. Just fucking do stuff and stop fucking crying about it.