>>19984828the 5 hour martyrmade podcast was good on comparing Dostoyevsky to Niezsche, two "underground men" who were basically outcasts, Dostoyevsky took the path to redeemption while Niezsche tried to become his own god and went insane much like some of Dostoyevky's characters (Niezsche was seeing himself in those books and that day he starts hugging the horse and crying after reading Crime and Punishemnt, then goes fully insane...)
The saddest part is Neitsche died before getting to read The Brothers Karamazov, which showed the way out of the underground, and gave the path back to Christ.
Nietsche was larping in his books, he really was a timid and weak guy who got turned down by every girl he went after, so pretended to be what he wanted to be in his books.
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-martyr-made-podcast/id978322714There is no other hope than Jesus, and that's more than enough hope, and strangely enough it's all actaully freaking real and frustrating wanting to shake everyone awake.