>>14323381>me 17 yo>confess to HS girl, get rejected>went MGTOW shit (basically ignore all women)>see all women just like men, indifferent on sexuality, opposite gender attractiveness>me 25 yo>one woman approached me. Feels indifferent to her>suddenly escalated to cuddling, spooning, then having sex. I never asked for this, but go on>she never wants to date me, just fuck me. Even stayed at her home>feels like dating but never official. Also I feel more like a step dad babysitting an adult step daughter instead of a real couple>I get abandoned once she find other man>get some butthurt, cope. But can move on because she has different religion than me.>now i'm 30, go back to my old self againidk, i feel she robbed my chastity back then. I had sex (got it the "legal" way) but it feels odd, wrong, and unnatural. I don't even know whether I'm still an incel, volcel, mgtow again. Just don't even know. I feel I am at the upper right quadrant of pic.
