>>14905807Sometimes I have mental breakdowns . Today I didn’t have money to pay my friend back and I don’t make much money and I thought about committing suicide by cop. I’ve been in and out it of homelessness for 4 years and I can’t take it anymore. I can’t stand having roommates. I want my own place again but my fucking cunt boomer mother won’t let me rent one of her properties for cheap. I can’t stand being sober. I want to smoke meth and masturbate then paint the walls with my brains.
