>>10655708You're in Poland. Count yourself lucky that you have plenty of churches to choose from that haven't been taken over by the globohomo agenda. Every church in England preaches gayness and demand more immigrants. It's disgusting.
I would go to a multitude of churches until you find a loving community who wish to help you. Visit a different local church each sunday. I wish I could help but I've never even been to Poland.
>>10655704You need to learn to love yourself, bro. Slavs have a history to be proud of, and if you don't think so than you should do what you can to change that.
Hitler was short, brown-eyed, black-haired and ugly, and yet look at the difference he made to his people in such a short time. They hate him and vilify him for it now, but he was LOVED by his people.
What you look like is meaningless, what matters is what you make of it. There are people who are born blind, born with aids or cancer, born DEAD!
YOU ARE ALIVE!
YOU ARE FREE!
YOU HAVE FREE WILL.
Find it in your heart to love yourself, ask God to show you how, and you will be amazed at what it is that you can accomplish.
Self-loathing gets you NOWHERE.