>>16822425>From certain points of view this can be seen as a talentif you're a glass half-full kinda guy i guess
and well, its pretty hard to actually do nothing, more so than to do something
its more like a saying than anything i feel like
cause youre pretty much always going to be doing something, whatever it is
i knew people who stared at the ceiling for several hours every day as their hobby and thats the point where youre actually doing nothing i think lol
ya you may not be doing something very productive, or useful, but its quite easy to not stay idle if you dont want to
in our day and age theres always something to kill time with, no matter how fried ur brain is
so i think it is talent if you genuinely can do nothing, but ya im just wasting time keeping my brain occupied with stuff and i dont think thats the same
although, if you are afraid of idleness then i think u can turn that into something, to get you doing more useful things as you put it
it just starts with that being something that you find any interest at all in doing, im assuming u dont care for much right now since youre an imageboard person pardon that lol
yeah its generic to say "get a hobby" but thats basically it. if you can transfer that energy you have into something that'll produce anything rather than coming to imageboards like this one and whatever then itd just make you happier, it could be anything. excuse the sudden preaching
>I became someone with anxiety about leaving homeyeah i feel that in a way
not leaving home altogether but i cant go many places in the city
just the streets and paths ive taken since i was very little, i've only ever lived in this apartment throughout my whole life so ive been able to get used to the places ive had to go through since little
but beyond those few streets i pretty much cant go anywhere lol, cause i get anxious about it probably like how u do
i still want to see things but i feel too scared to, so its what it is
charlimit
