>>12347423Oh, sounds like you've been having a tough time, i hope you find better times ahead, heart crossed. Do you have any direction as to something you might enjoy doing? Usually when i feel my life is stale, i search for something new to learn (i'm learning about chess and F1 racing right now!) there's something out there that you have yet to discover that will bring back your excitement, just keep your head up and focus on finding it!
For now i'll be glad to keep you company :D