>>15492122>I feel like if I wasn't wasted I wouldn't even be behindWell, it's what it is, I know the feel, my parents couldn't care properly for me either, it's blood-boiling. Don't look at them for approval, appreciation, or anything, they'll only see in you how you were at your lowest and never beyond that, nor will they ever admit to having any fault in how you came out to be. Be a disappointment to them, who cares, they're retarded. Your dad sounds like a piece of shit, so, yeah, it's right that you're only doing it for yourself, and you should stick by that, don't get caught up over what others are achieving or what some normalfags are saying in a graduation ceremony, it's got no impact on you whatsoever, you've got yourself to take care of and that's all that matters. I hope you get away from it all someday, good luck.